Pancakes Flip Backwards
it sucks when you worked so so so so hard. The tears and the pain and the effort you put in. it sucks when you slaved but the results elude you. You know what they say about how people will instantly recognize it when you put in hardwork and effort? It's a lie. You know when they say the best people are 95% hardwork and 5% talent? It's a lie.
Hardwork has never triumphed talent. ever.
and i'm stupid.
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:01 AM]
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
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The word is starting ot look weird to me.
toffee beans stick to teeth[11:39 PM]
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*clears throat*
because i know huihui is reading this now.
YOU! GO AND TEST YOUR BAD BREATH!
i will list the steps to self-diagnosis of bad breath.
FIRST! you lick the back of your palm.
Not too much. Don't be gross and slobber all over.
Yuck.
No saliva bubble pls.
Just a simple lick.
Maybe a 2cm by 2cm square if you can manage.
SECOND! you wait for it to dry. resist all urge to wash it!
unless you normally lick your hands and don't wash which i don't know why...
you'll do... that...
THIRD! smell it.
that's how your breath smells like.
I think it stink. oh no!
I have bad breath!
i'm serious.. i think i read this in Reader's Digest or something.
some doctor recommended this.
toffee beans stick to teeth[9:47 AM]
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Still on the topic of change.
I'm wondering if i have changed.. as in personality wise.
how do you figure out if you've changed?
is there a quiz for it?
toffee beans stick to teeth[9:29 AM]
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haha! continued from xiao bai's blog.
we haven't seen each other for 5 years! yah! that's how long!
oh no!!! it's like those korean drama where they go '10 years later' and show everyone grown up and all.
ewwww!
people change.
I change.
so of course my friends will change too.
so it's kinda strange.. how i can accept me changing but not my friends.
and it's really weird... to read a friend's blog and realise you no longer know that person well any more.
in fact... you probably don't understand her anymore.
but.
i'll still be your friend.
i realise i don't know what it means to miss someone.
which is strange.
the only time i really missed someone was when my sis went to america for one month.
toffee beans stick to teeth[6:42 AM]
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sigh..
i've been feeling very unoriginal, very uninspired, very uncreative and highly highly unskillful lately.
For one whole month actually...
Everything i do seems so cliche and done to death.
Every idea i come up with lacks omph and that sheer stroke of genius.
Everything everything everything.
damn!
it's very fustrating.
My brain feels like a stack of hay. sticking out all over the place.
and horses are slowly munching away at it.
My senses feel dulled.
And i just keep feeling so tired.
help!
sometimes i wonder if it would be better if i was in the cavemen era.
Then everything you think of would be completely amazing and new.
Now... everything you think of is either already done,
someone else thought of it too albeit in various versions,
or worse still someone else thought of the exact same thing
or you thought it's completely original but actually it's some masterpiece
that you saw before and it lingered in the back of your mind expect you didn't completely realise.
damn.
and then i think of all those ppl i know with way way way way more talent than me
and they went to study in JC and i will keep thinking
IF they came and studied design.. all these talented ppl, i'll probably be
just peanuts then,
No. not just peanuts. the worse sick blackish with furry mould peanut.
i hate my hands sometimes. Cos' in my mind i have all these wonderful wonderful visions
and images and graphics but my hands fail me every single time.
or it just wouldn't listen and turn out some crap instead.
Stupid hand!
i must be on a low moral drive.
which brings me back to my first point.
I'm on a low moral drive because i'm feeling very unoriginal, uncreative and uninspired.
toffee beans stick to teeth[8:42 AM]
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i realised the down side of packing your assignment deadlines together and working like mad to meet them...
now i actually have time in between deadlines I procastinate instead! cos' i just don't feel the pressure to work and being the deprived slave we all are, I automatically swtich to sleep, play, slack mood. and wait until the last minute to work again.
Can't wait for June holidays.
I tried to sit by the road to stare at the sky last night. the clouds were bellissimo. but i got alot of weird stares and the owner of the house i was sitted across came out looking very worried. dung. he must think i'm planning how to sneak into his house.
mi piace italiano. demo, watashi wa non piace studi italiano. difficile!
effects of CDS.
actually, why do i blog?
toffee beans stick to teeth[3:10 AM]
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